I've been having a strange week, dunno why. They changed my hours at work so now I'm only there like 3 hours a day, kinda getting nervous they want to get rid of me. I'm probably just being paranoid, but I've been feeling like it might be time to move on for a while so even the worst case scenario wouldn't be too big of a deal. The worst thing would be having to say goodbye to the kids...or worse yet, not even having the chance to. Kinda makes me sad just thinking about it. Although I remember fuck all from that age so I guess they'll all forget about me anyway. That's life I suppose.
Wish I could just concentrate on more positive stuff...I need a goal now that this holiday is out of the way I guess.

